Another Sunday

[howeverbrief]

I'm too tired to think. Somehow, I'm okay with this. I have a lot I should try to tackle before it gets worse, but I have no energy to care.

I'm mostly sitting here thinking of silly things to post as my status and how unproductive that is. What the hell kind of person lives their life through status messages? Actually, I didn't have my computer on all day, and I didn't miss it all that much. I just felt bad for being disconnected when I saw the top story on my homepage concerning the massive earthquake in Turkey. It's been a bad couple of years for earthquakes. Sad.

I did manage to do the following last night and today, though--
-cleaned house
-finished laundry and changed bedsheets
-washed blankets
-wiped down the stove
-grocery shopped
-picked up a few housewares and things for the cats
-hunted for a yellow or pink sweater for my Halloween costume (though unsuccessful and I'm still not sure if I'll get to wear it)
-knitted
-took a walk and lifted weights (which freakin' hurt but it's cool)

This weekend is pretty much shot, but I'm looking forward to next weekend. It'll be better than this one day off and some change business I've been doing for a while now. I just have to get through this week. It's hard to be all that positive when I know tomorrow is going to be hideous, though. Maybe life will prove my pessimistic ass wrong.

There are a few things I want to say, but I stop myself right before I say them. The feelings are there. They're always there. I can't do anything about them. It doesn't matter now.

All right, enough. I'm going to go make lasagna for my one true love. Just a little joke there. Ha.