Session Paradox
Jun. 8th, 2013 09:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
howeverbriefI go through these periods during session where I work really, really long days and use every second of free time I have to take care of essential chores. I get so exhausted that all I want to do is have a day off to rest, and dreaming of that day is sometimes all that keeps me going.
Then I get to that day, and I'm completely and utterly bored to death by it.
Maybe it's a combination of the heat, restlessness, still being exhausted, my long walk earlier, only doing a few productive things today (instead of jamming everything I could possibly need to do into one day), not wanting to do anything, Mike being away most of the day (for his brother's reception I wanted to go to but couldn't see spending $750 on plane tickets for at this point), remembering how boring tv can be, and just trying to power down from going a hundred miles an hour all the time to a more reasonable pace. It's weird, and it'll probably take some getting used to again.
Uh, anyway. Never satisfied, I guess.
Then I get to that day, and I'm completely and utterly bored to death by it.
Maybe it's a combination of the heat, restlessness, still being exhausted, my long walk earlier, only doing a few productive things today (instead of jamming everything I could possibly need to do into one day), not wanting to do anything, Mike being away most of the day (for his brother's reception I wanted to go to but couldn't see spending $750 on plane tickets for at this point), remembering how boring tv can be, and just trying to power down from going a hundred miles an hour all the time to a more reasonable pace. It's weird, and it'll probably take some getting used to again.
Uh, anyway. Never satisfied, I guess.
