Ouch

[howeverbrief]

It's only been two days, but I miss you. I miss being able to call or text you and see what you are doing and how you are. I miss feeling like you want to know the same about me.

I'm not going to call and tell you this. It wouldn't do any good, but I still feel it anyway. I just wish you wanted the same things I do. I wish it was possible for both of us to have what we want and still be together. I wish you wanted to fix it and could be happy with me the way I am.

I wish it didn't have to be this way.

But it is.

Comments

[frozendoll.livejournal.com]

Oh hon, I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better. Just keep getting all of your feelings out wherever you can, it's terrible to hold that sort of pain in.

[howeverbrief.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'll be all right eventually. This just really hurts right now.